my mind

as i sit here thinking...
all of these thoughts racing through my mind
every ounce of me, genuinely confused, with all of this feeling
all this emotion
i know what i feel and i know what i want, but i certainly cannot have
but that's okay
because lately I've been getting everything i certainly do not want
it's hard to feel okay when everything inside you, around you and literally right in front of you is crashing down
coming to a complete danger zone
but it's okay cause as long as i seem happy to everyone though i'm not
i'm not okay, i'm not fine.
i'm broken and my pieces are razor sharp as i am trying to gather them up
but that's okay cause i'll eventually heal
i'll have scars though, but out of all of that,
you will be the biggest piece of glass and biggest scar. 

-M